Arguing with themselves harshly

Fighting for nothing but bewildering me

Time ticks away, waiting for no one

I am filled with conflicts and acting so numb

Feeling so unclean and disgust

Puzzled by the realities striking so hard

Every day is a first day in my life

Rules of the game change every moment

Uncertainty filled up all over

Faces that deceive again and again

Swapping their roles with every blink of my eye

A long sigh from deep inside

A dark cloud it forms all around me

Making the world more unclear

Slight relief I had hoped for

Suddenly I know

My own breath has betrayed me

Falling down at every step

I am tired to get up

A glory I seek is just a dream

Cursed to be beaten

I am sinking into myself

A ray of hope I long to see

It's the darkness

Wraps all over me

Ghosts from my past

Haunt me now and then

Fight and loose is a routine

Every twist is harder again

Melancholy of emotions

Bring only tears of pain

A nameless character

A play unwritten

An honest man

And his legend of fall

Whom have I killed?

What have I done?

And what have I won?

It's not my enemy

I killed when I did

It's not my family

I saved when I did

I killed my enemy

Otherwise a friend

Neither my enemy

Nor was he my friend

I killed him for whom

Blood stains in my hand.

I have the license

Legal is my deed

But still it's unjust

Why did I kill him?

The dead man is asking.

Illusion is gone

People for I fought

Have left me alone

I am facing my conscious

Along with this dead man

Damned are our ways

I have got all pain

And lost all I had

But in the end

Nothing I gained

But the blood stains in my hand

But the words you're striking off

I am not the curves on your lips

But the tears on your cheeks

I am not the feelings you express

But those you try hard to suppress

I am the penny you save from the beggar

Not the thousands you spend

I am the dead in your battle for supremacy

Not your after lived glory of your legacy

I am the tears in your murdered foe's kin

Not the smile of victory on your face and your friends

I am not in me but in you

I am The Forgotten in your deeds and your sins

It's me all the way till eternity

I am the so called (homeless) Humanity

It lashes on me and washes my all hopes away

But the wind sows some new seeds

That's watered by the same rain

It's just the pain that's born again

Every time aching more than ever before

To pierce thru' my temple

Like birthday cake

It's sweet and simple

How long you take

To leave me to death

For Chris sake

I have no rebirth

How long you take

To dig my grave

I am alive is a fake

My home is that cave

How long you take

To kill a deadman

Has dissolved into time

It's torn apart

Now it doesn't worth a dime

Its voice has got stolen

Eternal silence has taken over

World of its dreams has fallen

Nothing left but pain forever

A lovely rose it wanted to kiss

But cruel thorns make its effort go in vain

No one to hear its hiss

And rescue it when it dies with deathly pain

As a lonely witness for its assassination

Or a suicide of its own sort

I was standing there alone

For the interment of a dead heart

Dark feelings make their own conception

When the world goes by this rotten hell

Blood tears, drop by drop onto my feet, they fell

When sickened hellish feelings come to eat my flesh

Even in that horror when I see you, I blush

Strange are these mysterious feelings

Like a hang made up of diamond crusted golden rings

On our journey in this path to the heaven

On me fall the cruel eyes of the raven

The rope I hold breaks on its own

For on my side it's wrongly woven

And I stumble upon this hell with innumerable fears

You see me smile and bid my adieu, but you don't see my tears

It was standing there

Churning out its food

Devil may see it

Nobody could see

Tears of a silent lamb

Innocence was its weakness

Or was its strength

It was seeing love

In that burning eyes of wolf

Numbered are the days

Tears of a silent lamb

It was playing and happy

Until it found you

Deceptive are your ways

It's too hard to believe

When you sharpen your knife

In the shine of your razor edge

Were there the tears of a silent lamb

Closer you came, closer it seemed

It was hoping for a nice hug

But before it could blink

Its body was apart

In your cruel eyes

And blood soaked hands

Were there the tears of a silent lamb

It has met its destiny

Life ended at half way

It's a one way journey with no way to return

Wash your sin with its blood

And smile with pride for your deed

In the reflection of your happy face

I see the tears of my silent lamb